My brain is moving both at the speed of light and at the pace of a snail. I feel like there is a space between it and my actual head. Sort of floating in and out of consciousness, performing acts that seem natural only because I can do them with little thought.

Looking outside isn't that inviting, but I wonder why we have to create our lives around the weather. It makes sense to choose your outfit according to how cold, what type of precipitation is occurring, and so on. But when we go beyond that by creating excuses simply because the weather is making us feel "less adequate" to perform a daily task, we're literally just letting nature be an enemy. I am deciding right now how I would like to embrace this "wintry mix" for a more enjoyable week.
1) I have enough work to do to get me through the day without thinking about what else I could be doing. And the reality of it is, I couldn't really be doing anything else, because I'm already doing what I'm doing.
2) All of this shit-tastic precipitation is getting out of the way now so that once the spring comes we will have a much more enjoyable forecast. All the time.
3) I find relaxation in the pitter patter of the rain.
4) When it's overcast, you never get the glare in your window while you're driving that causes you to be blinded.
5) Only rain makes rainbows.
6) My vinyl white Dr. Martens are best in this kind of weather.

How far can we push ourselves before we break?

What does it take to get your name out there?
How many websites does it take to have someone decide that they like your message?
I'm guessing if you are doing "the right thing" it only take one to really catch someone's eye.
The truth is, you can have a twitter, a tumblr, a youtube, a facebook, a myspace account... and if you're not giving people what they want to see none of them are really worth your time.
My mission right now is to find out whether or not I can give people what they want. If I have found my niche and if it works for me.
Any suggestions? Check out the very few things I put up and give me some feedback.
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I actually really love the winter weather. I love that the ground can be covered with white, yet the sun can be pouring intensely through my window and onto my face in the morning. I love that I can walk outside and feel fresh, clean and new as I'm embraced by the cold. I love cuddling up with a cup of tea of coffee and a good book, using the cold as a nice excuse to relax and bum around. I love remembering playing outside when I was a kid and seeing other kids play outside, enjoying the benefits of a snow day rather than being frustrated with the way it may limit us from travel.